Friday, May 7, 2010

"result from a serious headache and slow hammer like heart beat noise"

I thought i died last night.

and i did.


Late night,

they say this is where little children go inside their beds and starts to fantasize about toy robots and Barbie dolls inside their blanket playing with the flash light and giggling while parents are watching their children outside a the door peeking through a small thick line at the door and smiling.

Late night,

in the context of people 18 and above, well maybe not 18 even 12 to 18 and above, late night can be pertained to as the night where you can sneak your porn videos from under your bed, and start locking the doorknob. while preparing, put the volume to the lowest level and start the action.

on the other hand late night is where bastards plot their schemes and plan their bitching.

alone? yes. as i was walking a street i noticed something weird.

enough of that. drug dealers are seen in this time, but heck i care, if the big fat police like fat mall cop appears, hell i think he wouldn't even show his damn shadow, or even let a drop of hair touch the ground for such a disturbing noise.

as i say , moving on.

late nights usually seemed to be quiet but this one is different.

so much quiet that it slammed the deep cold neptune-ian like place of which i can only here two things.

the deafening sound of silence and my own hammered heartbeat.

a place where you can think and decide.
a place where you can die without a pride.

my eyes suddenly turned black and i saw nothing but fantasy from the black plane.

i hear only the 2 second heartbeat count.
like a hammer from a 36 foot building fell down to a fragile crystal like china made glass.

such noise of which i cant explain that even God wont tell me what it is.

like a thunder it slammed.

oh i thought it was my last.

and then the lightning came. struck the precious multi billion priced organ of mine.

hurts like hell, like this jack hammer slamming to a titanium metal, or digging through the adamantium bones of wolverine.

like a mad man who cant speak. i did not dare to speak.

i did nothing but wait.

then.

it was done.

was it a coma?

no.

it was more tragic than a coma.


"result from a serious headache and slow hammer like heart beat noise"

2 comments:

The Stillness in Moving said...

I super love this post. I'm a little confused, but it's good stuff. Haha

Eduardo said...

he he. thank you! :D yung sa last part kasi my heart is literally beating so slow and pounding so hard. lol anyway this is epic. my very first comment in blogger ha ha ha:))