The Greatest Decision In My Life

To love or not to love? that is the question.

It started with a make-believe date and I never ever forgot it.

I have a souvenir, a picture, our first ever picture.

She looked amazing. most beautiful girl that I have ever seen. and even talked to.

her eyes like the lost crystals from the beautiful goddess named Cosmos.
her nose like Cleopatra's image as how I perceive it.
her lips, red as a cherry, kissable like I dream it to be.

Her smile that can lit up a room and melt my heart.

keep her happy i said, yes i will i proclaimed.

we talked like we were dating, I even asked "so why masscom?" i forgot what she told me cause like in the movies, everything goes silent while the one that you really like talks to you. (yeah it happens)

and from that moment on my heart skipped a beat and told me "go for her" at first i was little hesitant knowing that i'm still young and there are cute and beautiful girls around as far as I can live my life.

but

from that moment on, I knew something is different about this girl.


Time flies so fast, that on a Friday morning I planned on what to give her on valentines day.

I gave her this plastic yellow rose, a large chocolate and a bracelet with her name in it.

and on a Saturday afternoon at the entrance of our school i was waiting for her to get out. suddenly i called her name

"Emilie!"

she said "oh?"

i gave her my present to her.

"Happy Valentines Day"
i told her.

Then she looked at me and gave me a smile and she said "Thank you"

From that day i'm sure she is who i want to love.

and that is the start of a beautiful story.


Reminiscing the part of my life that im sure she forgot but i have always treasured it. whenever i get down and confused on what to do, i always get back on where i started, as soon as i remember it, my love recharges it overflows.

this story is for someone i love, oh she knows it's for her cause it happened to her.
this story wont ever stop, cause i know for sure my love wont stop.
loving her is so very sure,
without hesitation i'd  press the publication.

i'm proud of loving her with all my heart, how i love my family and how i love my god.
like when a catholic decides to baptize, they are sure to become's God's able,
Like i have decided to love her until i am able.

i hope she smiles when she reads,
my daily task to her as long as i live.

now to love or not to love?

to love her is the answer to that question.

love her, protect her, respect her, take care of her, never ever leave her.

that is how i will love her.

it's 3:00 am i'd better text her, i'll be in bed in a bit of later.

-E