Saturday, September 11, 2010

How do i begin?

With every fiber of thoughts that i have given out,
with every hemoglobin of my type O blood has been given out,
with every salty sea like sweat that i have given out,
with every flakes of dandruff that i have shed out,

and

with every undying nights that i have given out.


Will i stop from where i promised to begin?

My words are not exactly like Shakespeare's but i assure you that my words are more than Shakespeare's.

i can do more. just wait.

i can give more, just wait.

i can tell you more, just wait.

i can write more, just wait.

i can create more, just wait.

i can shoot more, just wait.

I say I must begin now.

but how do i begin if i know that i cant even start it.

i would love to take the risk, but will you love it too?

i am ready for anything, just say something i'll make something.

give me a reason for my being.

but wait.

you are the reason for my being.







You and I are not perfect for each other, just like a dog and a cat, a rat and a cat, a butterfly and a cockroach.

Us will be the perfect word for each other.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Thesis it.

Thesis..

and the word was made flesh. and burdens among us.

Thesis.

The sis. it is not your sister but it will make a hell out of you.

Thesis.. a word that makes the word fear pop out of the students mouth.

a word that injects like a virus that you must do something about it.

a word that is not word, but a Tragic Disposition.

Thesis, a Greek word meaning "Position".

Position of such great intellectuality to be risen up and give applause.

The position of a higher order.

Thesis it.

Thesis.. sounds like a word disease.

yes disease.

a disease that spreads.

it obliterates a human while in bed.

Thesis can be an arsenal of arrogance.

for it gives recognition so that you can dance.

The process of creating it bleeds every single students alive.

thesis is a cancer that can never be burned.

it is omnipresent in every age.

makes you cringe every now and then.

It encumbers you emotionally, intellectually, physically, socially and all of the -ly that you can think of.

nevertheless thesis will never die for it will make you say "i'll die"

like a black coffee of bitterness, thesis disrupts the universe of thought where your cosmos begin to clinch their fist for thesis is an unhappy phenomena.

Thesis is a sick word. sick as the movie Saw, where you will choose to die than to suffer and be alive.

Thesis is like Ex-President Gloria Arroyo's voice, where you drape and scrape your ears while you listen.

Thesis is like the Ampatuan massacre.. where horror and trepidation strucked everyone's heart.

Thesis is like a heavy traffic in heat. it keeps you sweating until you reach your destination.

Thesis is like my ass. black and ugly as I may be disgusted.

Thesis.

A word similar to the word change riding the word fear.

For the other constant thing in a college student mind is thesis. for it will never be retaliated until you graduate.

This is not a form of judgement. but a form of sympathy.

learn to love not to hate. for thesis is not an enemy, but rather an educational tool to test your intellectual fool.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

When the space was eaten by this.. this.. thing..

Pack up.

it's coming.

a blasphemous extremist that settles in a smoke belching like matter of which spectates and keeps you off guard until it eats you slowly. until you cant move. until you cant speak. until you cant think.

it hovers above like a tiny atom that surely knows what you are.

Speaking is a sin unless it is not absurd.

for pleasure is different in its taste.

the space defines a peaceful quiet Zen like drop of water in time warp. Slowly curves my mind in what essence does it portray? like a music that is sung by Sitti, or a sweet saxophone solo by John Coltrane.

as the space rest. the matter eats. in abhors everything in its right place.

succumbs every energy that supplies it, like when Blackstar sucks powers to the protagonist.

unlike this thing it doesnt suck. it feeds on you slowly until you feel nothing but ignominy and relinquish all of that you have done for.

an act of exasperation may lead into a fatal death.

my mind is restless. im confused. i could say nothing but i can deploy something.


Thursday, June 3, 2010

7 things a real man must never do while lifting weights

Sometimes manliness is fading inside the muscular facilities around the Philippines.

now here are some misguided properties that may surely help you rethink what you have done inside the gym :

1. Staring at the weightlifters. A man who looks at another man is incredibly homo. especially when you are not instructed to look at them performing the right symmetrical angle for lifting weights.

2. Talking like Kris. We all know that no man is an island, but it would be much better if you were referring to the opposite sex. Talking rapidly like the girl host of SNN to an another Adonis while he lifts weights will surely bug him and will think of you as a homo who wants to touch another man's penis.

3. Lift to Impress. The most bullshit and abrasive kind of Ironman is this. Imagine this Scenario : Inside the gym you are surrounded by 15 muscular bouncers who lifts weights vigorously everyday. you want to impress the 15 men. i repeat 15 men. i repeat again, 15 men. to show off how strong you are. What are you? Gay? one thing's for sure is that you must only Lift to Impress Chicks who digs in a fit gym fit man.

4. Noticing Body Parts. given. you have noticed their large muscular particles but it will surely lead in to a homosexual act.

5. Touching. the most gayest act since the movie Bruno. saying this to another man. "Wow pare, may abs ka? T*ng*na hayup, pahawak nga." now even if you said a bad word that will make you a man, the word "Pahawak" will make you The most Homo guy 1000000++++ inside the facility.

6. Talking about love. what? have you noticed that you are surrounded by metal plates, 7 ft. bars, large machines, Dark grease, rusting bars etc. you are not having a slumber party like the girls from gossip girl, or the sisterhood of travelling pants. if you have done this, this might lead the weightlifters the idea of perfidy to your own manhood.

7. Saying "Piolo" "Sam" "Papa" "Beiber" "U-kiss" "Lambert". Explanation need not.



if there something that you might want to add.



hear me out.




I'm just out there.

Lifting weights.